Life

Always imagin a baby boy following me around. After this, start to imagin my girl, like a flower, baby talk to me. Thinking about name Jade, Scarlet and Tia, now with peony, etc. Still like the Jade most. I decide Jade before we know the sex. I love Jade, beautiful color, the Jade green can melt my heart. the feeling of Jade is unbelivable smooth. Imagin our baby like that. My love, all goes to this unborn baby. My heart fill with tenderness toward that tiny baby. Ultrasound showing she moves her arm like a boxer. Everyday feeling the baby move always make me smile. Every single kick of her.
Could not wait to know the baby sex. Now can't wait to see my baby.

Feel pregnancy is a constant worry to me. In the beginning worried about the baby survival due to the last miscarriage, later worried about baby health. Baby move, everthing.
Really got to stop worrying. Let the baby be happy with me.