Wednesday, December 13, 2006
A quiet afternoon
Most of the students finished their final exam so the TA office is very quiet, seems only me here.
After I am pregnant I start to look at the next generations forum on mitbbs. The personal information is asking about blog. I tried to login, blogger never disappointe me, bingo, the post is still here.
Yeah, the major thing recently, got married, pregnancy, honeymoon---a nice and relaxing long vacation in the northern part of the country, miscarriage, then pregnancy again. Most recently, finish the prelimnary exam for my Ph. D. and a short paper is almost readay to be submitted.
The last month can be the worst month of my life. sickness due to pregnancy. The initial joy was mixed with the fear of miscarriage again. The happiness of seeing the baby safely in my tummy followed by this aweful feeling of bloatedness and the hatred toward food.
It is getting better, some days are still very bad, like yesterday, planning to go swimming but feel so tired. Slept 11 hours continously, feel so much better this morning.
Baby, hard to imagin it still. Feel myself still like a baby, when it comes, don't know what it is going to be.
Now start the dissertation writing part. want to attack the theory part first. Then introduction, others, just fill in with the papers I guess.
After I am pregnant I start to look at the next generations forum on mitbbs. The personal information is asking about blog. I tried to login, blogger never disappointe me, bingo, the post is still here.
Yeah, the major thing recently, got married, pregnancy, honeymoon---a nice and relaxing long vacation in the northern part of the country, miscarriage, then pregnancy again. Most recently, finish the prelimnary exam for my Ph. D. and a short paper is almost readay to be submitted.
The last month can be the worst month of my life. sickness due to pregnancy. The initial joy was mixed with the fear of miscarriage again. The happiness of seeing the baby safely in my tummy followed by this aweful feeling of bloatedness and the hatred toward food.
It is getting better, some days are still very bad, like yesterday, planning to go swimming but feel so tired. Slept 11 hours continously, feel so much better this morning.
Baby, hard to imagin it still. Feel myself still like a baby, when it comes, don't know what it is going to be.
Now start the dissertation writing part. want to attack the theory part first. Then introduction, others, just fill in with the papers I guess.
# posted by sunshine @ 12:42 PM 
